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pade suatu petang ngah sok2 wat kje my syg msg...
"cyg lapar"....so that time majok sbnarnye....
mmg xpuas ati ngan dak umah dia...cam sial je..
nk mx tlg bg la alasan munasabah skit...
ni x le dia g mid...babi nye bdak....kalo da
org timur mmg cam babi.....mean girls...
bullshit....sial.....yg syg aku pun 1 cpat nor caye kat owg..
then aku pun dtg kat tmpat kije dia...dia xde wet nk mkn...
so nk xnk aku kne dtg gak...kije aku pun xsiap g...pening la...
ssh nk hbis blja...igt senang..  mkin pk mkin beruban rmbot aku...
g bli mknan then mkn ngan dia..aku pun xmkn g...
sbb dok siap kan kije hantaran akk aku..sok customer nk....pening aku..
nsib bek aku xde bisnes g...lagi la runsing pale aku...
mikir tok mkn pe mlm2 cmni.... ya ampun aku xwat lagi report...
ble la aku nk wat....xtdo la nmpaknye lagi...hmm sbar la lg 3bulan 1/2..
sbb syg aku korban kan sume...hmm syygnye aku kat dia...

project nye citer...

ngan berbesar ati aku xwat pape lagi tjuk yg berkaitan ngan project...
aku mmg xtau nk wat....
ya ampun....bantu la aku ni.....
aku try wat pe yg mampu je...mmg xtapun aku xtau....
pe tu plc pun aku xtau.....yg aku tau dia programmable logic controller
tu je la...yg len totally

menunggu idea xkunjung tiba....

idea mne la ko........
nape la ko xdtg2.......aku pening nk pk....
makin pk makin sakit pale aku....
ishhhh.....otak2...pk la tok aku.....
adeh nape la aku xcube nk pk.....
tp aku da pk.....adoiiiii....
pe ni....cmne ni......
makin aku cube makin aku sakit....
tp idea tetap xdtg.....ala.......
traffic light...???????
pe nk wat ngan traffic light tu?????
pe lak nk wat ngan PLC?????
aku mmg xphm...mmg xtau....
xpnah lak di ajar....adehhhh!!!
idea beri la aku semangat....
aku nk hbis sem da ni.....
beri la aku idea yg bernas ngan tjuk kat atas tu......
tjuk atas????pe tu??aku pun xtau...
da la malas nk pk da...aku da malas....lntak la.....
minggu dpan kne la....adehhh....alaaaa

sori syg

ney............

maafkan cyg......

cyg xsngje......pe berlaku sume slh cyg.........

cyg mx maaf sgt2...cyg syg kan ney....

syg sgt2....jgn tgalkan cyg....

cyg xsgup....cyg nk ney sowg je....

yg len sekadar hiburan....xde pape kaitan pun...

ati cyg hnye tok ney....xde owg len....

ney sowg je.....jgn rso cyg xkan crik len...

mmg cyg gtai tp pe cyg wat kdg2 dpan mate ney...

so ney nmpak....tp cyg xwat pape pun.....

bile pk blik nape la cyg wat cmtu ngan ney....

sdgkan ney da byk sbr ngan cyg...

thx ney....cyg mx maaf....

for my beloved widi.....love u

(ooh) for the way you changed my plans
for being the perfect distraction
for the way you took the idea that i have
of everything that i wanted to have
and made me see there was something missing (oh yeah)
for the ending of my first begin
(ooh yeah yeah)(ooh yeah yeah)
and for the rare and unexpected friend
(ooh yeah yeah)(ooh yeah yeah)
for the way you're something that i never choose
but at the same time something i don't wanna lose
and never wanna be without ever again (oh oh)

you're the best thing i never knew i needed
so when you were here i had no idea
you're the best thing i never knew i needed
so now it's so clear i need you here always

my accidental happily (ever after) (oh oh oh)
the way you smile and how you comfort me (with your laughter)
i must admit you were not a part of my book
but now if you open it up and take a look
you're the beginning and the end of every chapter (oh oh)

you're the best thing i never knew i needed (oh)
so when you were here i had no idea
you're the best thing i never knew i needed (that i needed)
so now it's so clear i need you here always
who knew that I could be here (who knew that i could be here oh oh)
so unexpectedly (so unexpectedly oh oh)
undeniablely happy (hey)
said with you right here, right here next to me (oh)

girl you're the..
you're the best thing i never knew i needed (said i needed oh oh)
so when you were here i had no idea
you're the best thing i never knew i needed (needed oh)
so now it's so clear i need you here always
baby baby
now it's so clear i need you here always

komen umah dpan...

aku bkn nk kate ape...bkn nk buruk kan dowg tp nape la dowg xpenah nk sedar ngan ape yg jadi....
xpnah ke terpikir tok berubah setelah ank dia pergi...
xde ke niat ati dia tu nk crik kije bg ank mkn....
ni x sume nye mak ayah tgung....ye kmi tau ko susah...
tp nape la ko xcube keluar dr susah tu...
g la crik kije, byk kije kat lua....zman skang yg penting ko nk kije...
kalo xnk kije xnk org hire ko....tlg la ubah sikap tu....
ank ko pergi sbb kne belasah ngan bf ko...nape ko le syg dia lagi ek?
nape ko le g umah mak dia lagi...?smpai skang...ko sgup kate ank sndri pondan....
yg ade bpak yg sah,kwin sah...sume nye sah...tp nape ko plih yg luar nikah??
ape ade pade dia nk di compare kan ngan husband ko???
ank ko lua nikah 2owg......xsalah kalo ko syg ank 1st ko cam mne ko syg dowg....
sbb tu ank ko gak...kua dr rahim ko....pastu skang ko xkije...mak ko da tua cam nk mampos crik duit tok ank ko...ko mmg xle bla...smpai ble ko nk wat mak ko cmtu...
cian aku tgok....aku sdar aku pun kdg2 wat mak aku mrah ngan tindakkan aku...
tp aku xpenah susahkan dia....xpnh lak aku nk suh dia tgung hdop aku....
ke ko xphm erti SEGAN????pe nk jadi ko ni....aku kdg2 nk tlg ko pun sbe slah....
sbb aku pk adik ko yg ko agp mcm org gaji.....aku igt lagi....
ko mne penah nk blik tgok ank ko skit.....ko biakan adik ko ponteng skola...ko igt dia teringin ke nk ikot jejek lgkah ko?asik pnjat pgar....!!adik ko tu je la harapan yg ade kat famli ko...
yg le kuarkan kowg sekeluarge susah....xde owg nk hina da....
tp ko spoil sme tu....bdoh la ko ni....tu mne aku g aku akn ajk adik ko...bkn ko...
watpe nk bwak ko...semak je....tp aku xphm gak mak ayah ko tu....
mak ko le relex ngan pe jadi...mule2 mmg la...tp lame2 aku tgok cm xde bnde jadi...
bpak ko lak jnis mlas nk amik port...adoi....pe ni,.....mak ko sgup cian kat ko yg da besar n xlame g mati...smpai ble weh.....ko xnk ank ko bia aku jg....jg budak ni untung ble dowg da besar.,...dia akn kenang jase kite...ko ade ke wat jase kat dia???
da la aku pun pnt nk type byk2.....kang wat ak dose lak...

hanye kerana hantaran 24dulang

hanye kerana hantaran 24 dulang....

macam2 jadi...

24 ni pun tarikh bufday aku....24/2...

tp sbb 24 ni la arini tah la....

macam2......plik pun ade....

alhamdulilah rezki mkn bertambah2 hanye kerana 24dulang....

tp tok arini je...

nape bkn hari yg len????

tkot perot ku buncit ker???

tp x ade buncit...selagi halal....huhu...

gemok??mantain je 47kg....hbis???

cuace pun memahami aku....

nk yg terbaik n sejuk pade arini.....

alhamdulilah hujan dari pergi smpai blik....

smpai nk tdor pun sejok..hujan  la katekan.....

tp................nyamuk ttp diati...huh....xle pergi jap...pasti rindu nyamuk tuh...

sabar la nyamuk.....aku bkn xnk bg jmpe aku tp nnti aku sakit...

so ko jgn la muncul sejok2 ni....

jadi ak sembur la shiltox....aku pun xtau eja cmne...

hahhaa....

smbung cte arini blik...

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dirumah mkn nsik lauk ikan goreng je...

pastu berlalu la pergi ke shah alam nk wat hntran...

akk pgil xkn xnk tlong...cian lak dia nnti...

tp nape aku masih lapar lagi???

huhu perut gajah....(gajah dpt nme)

sesampai disane memberi salam....

masok cam umah sndri....hahaha

anak2 buah tdor lena hujan sejok...bez...gelap...

xsilau.....angin2...bez tol la tgok...

trus g dpur smbil membawa bju tok ank2 buah...

bli kat p.d....zman merayap aritu jap....

trus borak.....bla bla bla bla...tbe2...................................................................

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anak2 buah da bgun.....ammar n arshad....tbe2 toleh ade kepale dia pintu dpur..

terkejut ingat pe tadi....huhuh aku ni penakot gak...hahha

trus dowg bgun tgok mak teh dia...jom kite main mak teh...adoiii~~~

baru dtg........baru bgun.....tbe2 main pkai topeng ultramen ngan transformers...

xle bla....aku pun lyn....

pastu akk ku bersuara mai kedapur kije anda menanti...

trus wat hantaran......smpai tgan aku terkena pistol gam...

uishhhh panas...kembong da jari aku...adoi....

da siap 6dulang...sok smbung..tgok tv jap...

bkn kejap..melekat trus kitaowg....xle bla...

sempat la gak mkn tomyam,tlur dadar,ngan ikan goreng....

(ikan goreng lagi....xde len ke)...syukur la skit...

pastu grak blk umah....mcik pgil mkn ikan bakar...smbil tgok cte antu tv3...

huhuhu...perut ku xtolak malah bertambah nasik...hahha

sodap la tongkol tuh...ngan air asam...smpai melekat skang....ble nk hilang agknye..

pastu aku blik umah...tgok project runway...& model runway..

pastu smpai skang aku dok menaip tah ape...da la aku ngantok da..sok ke pandan indah...

mencarik bunge segar yg da di tempah....

berdozen2 dgar akk ku kate...

tkot kete xmuat je...bese la dulang 24...ank VVIP lak...

tah ape nk tarok aku pun xtau...

da pnt taip...ckup2 la tu....

sok kite smbung lagi...

eh aku rindu kekasih ati aku...dok melake skang...
da tdor..pnt niage,,,,

eh da la aku akte jgn taip...dgil jari2 n otak lagi ligat pk ayat...

da cukup ok...

ulatbuluinisygdmapie...

arini mule lagi kehidupan ulat sebagai insan....

masih menanti insan lain...

tp bukan utk mencarik,

cume utk disayangi....

nme dia ulat bg ank sokijah je la...

kang bg nme owg knl t dia malu...

ari2 berhubung jarak jao...susah...tp syg...

ble jao cmni ulat akan ingat cmne kami jumpe...

date dpn umah,nek moto same,nek kete blik kg,mcm2 la...

(ulat tinggi ek le bwak moto n kete..)

paling penting ble kami rindu...manje hbis...

hahha...si ulat ni kdg2 segan ngan ank sokijah ni...

tp tu mule2...bak kate owg bia segan tu PERISAI IMAN...

tp skang len jd...iman da xde,yg adea tingkah msg2....

smpai skang syg ulat msih ade...

ulat ni ngaku dia gtai...(da kate ulat bulu)..

hahaha...tp mne xkeluarnye santan kalo dari kelape...

(maaf aku xingat owg lme nye sebut pe)

aku ni bkn reti berbahas....

aku pnh fail BM pe...tp pekse bese je..

spm aku terbaikkk....hahha...

mungkin aku byk men2 @ cikgu tu slh kir ekot..

tah la aku pun xtau...

tp skang cite2 aku hbt cume xtercapai...

engineer.....tp lme g kot...

da la nnti2 la aku smbung...aku nk mkn lak...